Diary of Jasir Alavi

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Wed, 27 Dec 2006 13:58:41 +0530

the epitaph

missin u

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 21:06:46 +0530

global warmin?
darnd liars!
it's gettin colder
here
for me,
every year
every month n day
without u,
ur warmth..

the rock at the cliff

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 22:03:50 +0530

u showed me this place
when we passed by here;
u said u loved it
n i said that was queer.

we cudnt stop here that day
n years hav passed by since;
i remember em all, every bit,
n how i teased n made u wince.

that was me then, stupid n silly.
but of all the souls who passed by me
none cud see thru my absurd wit
the way u did, i'm proud to agree.

so i've come all the way
to stand here today;
n i wish i cud stay,
here, evry single day.

thnx fellas..

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 23:37:53 +0530

frndz,
thank u for allur warm wishes
for mi b'day n mi b'day :)

it sure is tough to put it in words
especially, coz i'm a lazibonean

duh, oh.. okie, i forgot to introduce..
laziboneans (a.k.a d lazy bones)
r one of d most endangered species on this planet!
nope, not cos we're hunted or haunted or anythin...
jus cos v r a li'l too lazy to reproduce :P

(well, if u hav heard that line somewer b4,
then, don u get it, dumbo?
me too lazy to ryt, so mi simply copy paste : D )

now then,
for all ye ppl who've mailed / scrappd me / send cards to me..
thnk u for ur warm wishes!
(well.. er .. i hope they r...
er.. u kno.. bein a lazibonean.. i .. havnt opend em yet..
hehe.. sorry.. that's how it is bein a lazibonean, u kno :P

but, hey.. i've kept 1 promise..
i've "posted" d cake :)
do chk d map.. d map of the ilands

b day !!

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 22:27:20 +0530

nope, it aint mi birthday!
tho that's round d corner as well..
n nope, it aint a typo either!!
not d-day..
jus wot i said it is - b day!

in other wrds, it's mi blogiversary!!!!!

yup! fellas, it's been a year..
since mi devlpd dis habbit
since mi got dis addiction
dis hellave recreation!

so thnk u, all ye ilanders n frnz..
for bearin wit me n bearin me,
all d way, for one whole year!
(n dat wit a big warm bear hug frm me :)

of leaves n a leaf..

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 01:47:10 +0530

cold mornin
n i stare;
lyk yesterday,
they wer all there.

stood mournin
in despair;
tears all day
n some prayer.

leaves from a life,
of a pain n a strife.
lighted, they burn,
lighten, n turn.

* *

a nu mornin
still stare;
was yesterday,
't was right there.

no mournin
no despair;
but more tears today
for a fulfiled prayer.

a leaf, a nu life,
of hopes so rife.
enlightened, i learn,
n lighten my yearn.

the reflections

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 23:03:52 +0530

the reflections.
i saw them ther,
the still waters.
cold, like
my heart..
deserted
even the gloomy thoughts
and ther, then
my hand..
touched
the still waters,
it rippled.
o'er that perfect mirror..
it rippled.
the still waters,
touched
my hand..
and ther, then
even the gloomy thoughts
deserted
my heart..
cold, like
the still waters.
i saw them ther,
the reflections.

the end.. but not of pain

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 02:06:57 +0530

this is (supposed to be) my last one on pain..
thnx u guys - one n all - for carin n cheerin me on these all-too-blue scribblins omine.. thnx shweets, rajesh, monu, myna, deepa, sur, nisch, lakshmi, ac, ash, amit, udita, wd, ws, divya, vidya, nats, alice, mana, sandy, sadiq, arun, dons, malini, jojo, n rest of the gang and ofcourse the anonymous one -annon- for al the support n care n concern.

i shud also say that writin on pain n hurt or nythin negative is not bad in any way.. like i'd told someone, when u write about such topics as pain, lonliness, darkness n other negative stuff - dont let em take over u.. rather write about 'em all that u want n understand them, their roots n effects and turn what u get out of them into positive energy in dealin with people, situations n relationships. it is then a piece of scribblin becomes complete n meaningful..

these last few lines on pain r dedicated to aradhana, who has "inspired" me to finish off what evolved into a "painful series":

ther's no pain that time can't heal
ther's no pain that u forever shall feel
pain n hurt, they sure are real
but walk thru em, they're no big deal

and so the end, but not of pain..
nor mi blogs..